Bwah, stuff. You know, stuff like that. *waves vaguely in direction of your post* About bad habits and not dealing with things and ways of not dealing with things and such. I have those recurrent times where I Don't Care About Things and have a lot of troubleshooting to do afterwards, like inventing new ways of being able to pay the rent, nursing drifting-away friendships back to live, reacquainting with daylight and all that, and I just had a major one of those in December again. And I decided that I am tired of that routine, but I just missed an opportunity to see someone about it, because I'm back on the don't-care side of things by now. And that sucks and just won't do. So, as much as I don't like to, brooding is really in order to make me sufficiently unhappy to act again.
That's it, roughly. I'm afraid I can't express such things as well as you did in your post, but I guess you have a idea how it works.
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Date: 2005-01-11 03:48 am (UTC)*waves vaguely in direction of your post*
About bad habits and not dealing with things and ways of not dealing with things and such. I have those recurrent times where I Don't Care About Things and have a lot of troubleshooting to do afterwards, like inventing new ways of being able to pay the rent, nursing drifting-away friendships back to live, reacquainting with daylight and all that, and I just had a major one of those in December again. And I decided that I am tired of that routine, but I just missed an opportunity to see someone about it, because I'm back on the don't-care side of things by now. And that sucks and just won't do. So, as much as I don't like to, brooding is really in order to make me sufficiently unhappy to act again.
That's it, roughly. I'm afraid I can't express such things as well as you did in your post, but I guess you have a idea how it works.